{"id":48903,"date":"2024-01-06T18:09:29","date_gmt":"2024-01-06T15:09:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/?p=48903"},"modified":"2024-02-18T22:56:29","modified_gmt":"2024-02-18T19:56:29","slug":"kadina-yolculuk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/imgazete\/kadina-yolculuk\/","title":{"rendered":"K’ad\u0131na Yolculuk"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\" K’ad\u0131na Yolculuk<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuk vicdanlar\u0131 yitik,kirlenmi\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fcklere!
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fcmek bir kirlenme ve mevcudu kutsayarak,sa\u00e7mal\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7selle\u015ftirme s\u00fcreci idi.
\nDo\u011fru ve insanc\u0131l olan,bi\u00e7imlendirilmemi\u015f bir bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ve \u00f6zg\u00fcr d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenin \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc olacakt\u0131 ki,
\nbu yad\u0131rgama yetene\u011fi, \u00e7ocuklara mahsustu.
\nKurgulanmam\u0131\u015f,y\u00f6nlendirilmemi\u015f ve hen\u00fcz bask\u0131 alt\u0131na al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocuk vicdanlar.
\nSaf ve temiz oldu\u011fu kadar asi ve talepkard\u0131lar, demi\u015fiz 22 kas\u0131m 2009 da.
\n\u2026ve bu asi talepkarl\u0131kt\u0131r hayat\u0131 yeniden yaratacak olan,,, diye eklemi\u015fim 1 ekim 2013 te.
\n\u2026ve
\n\u00d6l\u00fcme tan\u0131d\u0131k ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m uzunca y\u0131llar, sonra bir g\u00fcn \u00e7ocuk adl\u0131 fanzin kitap kapa\u011f\u0131mda yer edinen, \u015fiirimde anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcme ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131ylayla, evet \u00f6len \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda.
\n\u00c7al\u0131nan ayn\u0131 zamanda, h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n ve katilliklerin, kumpas\u00e7\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n,
\nadam!!! sendeciliklerin, sencil bir ya\u015fam \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc say\u0131labilecek olan k’ad\u0131na yolculuk \u015fiir ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131ndaki \u015fiirlerin yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131n anlat\u0131mlar\u0131, anlat\u0131 yolu ile de olacakm\u0131\u015f.
\nKar\u015f\u0131dan bakmak g\u00fczelmi\u015f ve de.
\nKendini okumak veya, ba\u015ftan almak okumak kendini, yeniden yazmak hayat\u0131.
\nCumartesi kokusunu yitirmeden, yeniden bulu\u015fmak dosdo\u011fru bir yolculu\u011fu demi\u015fim 9.\u015eubat.2018 de.<\/p>\n

\u2026ve<\/p>\n

Ben nisan\u0131 bir kere do\u011furmu\u015ftum, mart \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc kimli\u011fimde.
\nYeniden do\u011fmak ad\u0131na \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc. Son \u00f6l\u00fcm, hani eski sekizinci ay do\u011fumlar\u0131 gibi.
\n\u00d6l\u00fc do\u011fumsa, \u00e7i\u011f vurgunu bir \u00f6l\u00fcm, nisan\u0131 do\u011furursa, bin do\u011far\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcmlerden, bir yeniden do\u011fu\u015f.
\nHer \u00f6mre bir sefer nasip olurmu\u015f diye bilirdim nisan do\u011furmay\u0131.
\n\u0130kinci bir nisana gebeyim son halimle, ve do\u011facak biliyorum bu nisan.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn kar beyaz\u0131nda kar bereketiyle beslenirken \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u015fu g\u00fcnleri, ho\u015fgeldin nisan ho\u015flu\u011funla geldin insan diye eklemi\u015fim ayn\u0131 g\u00fcnde\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026ve<\/p>\n

Ellerim ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 giyineli tam\u0131 tam\u0131na otuz be\u015f y\u0131l oldu. Otuz be\u015f koca y\u0131l, ve terk zaman\u0131 ustal\u0131klar\u0131n, bu nisana gebeliktenmi\u015f.
\nErken bahar habercisi de\u011fil bu, a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri tan\u0131yorum art\u0131k, topra\u011f\u0131 tan\u0131yorum, tohumu ve ve t\u00fcm kokular\u0131n\u0131, korkular\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Ho\u015fgeldiniz insanseverler, ho\u015fgeldiniz \u00e7ocukseverler, ho\u015flu\u011funuzla geldiniz,,,<\/p>\n

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kad\u0131n erke\u011fi giyindi\u011finde<\/p>\n

t\u00fcm kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 nefretiyle<\/p>\n

i\u015fledi\u011fi t\u00fcm cinayetleri g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde<\/p>\n

\u00e7ocu\u011fa suskuyu emzirdi<\/p>\n

evet \u00e7ocuk tecav\u00fczleri politikti<\/p>\n

yine de \u00f6nce analar idam edildi,,,<\/p>\n

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12.\u015eubat.2018.<\/p>\n

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K\u2019ad\u0131na Yolculuk;<\/strong><\/p>\n

Masa lambas\u0131 elinin yetebildi\u011fi yerleri ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordur hala\u2026<\/p>\n

unutmaktan korkan kalem ve adam zaman\u0131n iskelesinde duvar \u00f6rmeye devam ederler\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cunutam\u0131yor insan\u2026unutsa; hem devrim hem ihanet olurdu\u2026<\/p>\n

bitmeyen ayr\u0131l\u0131klar manzumesi benim hayat\u0131m, yar\u0131m yani\u2026.<\/p>\n

yolculuk zaten benimkisi\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr adam\u2026<\/p>\n

kalem, yolculu\u011fa sab\u0131rla tan\u0131kl\u0131k eden kad\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131r\u2026t\u00fcm kentlere g\u00f6lgesi d\u00fc\u015fen ama en \u00e7ok istanbul\u2019a benzeyen kad\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

ihtiyari durakt\u0131 de\u011fil mi sevgili.. Evet yol hikayesi ama \u00f6nceden duydu\u011fum bir sese yol alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bu sefer\u2026<\/p>\n

kad\u0131n durakta oturuyordu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 solur gibiydi tozlu donuk bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

usulca ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla oturdum yan\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n

terkedilmi\u015fti dura\u011f\u0131 bekliyen sokaklar<\/p>\n

terkedilmi\u015fli\u011fi bekliyen bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k vard\u0131 teninde \u00e7eken<\/p>\n

hissetmi\u015ftim g\u00f6rmeden.<\/p>\n

harem iskelesinde beklerken<\/p>\n

istanbulun tozlu ya\u011fmuru gibiydi g\u00f6zleri<\/p>\n

\u0131slanmay\u0131 da severdim hat\u0131rlatt\u0131 durak\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00e7at\u0131s\u0131 u\u00e7mu\u015f g\u00f6\u011f ak\u0131yordu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00fcsk\u00fcdar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck sonra, uzunca terkedilmi\u015f yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bulmu\u015ftum solu\u011funda\u201d<\/p>\n

Hep ayn\u0131 masadan hep ayn\u0131 dura\u011fa y\u00fcr\u00fcr adam\u2026G\u00fcne\u015f hep ayn\u0131 tela\u015fla m\u0131 do\u011fuyor diye sorar kad\u0131n,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcn herkese ayn\u0131 tela\u015fta do\u011far, ayn\u0131 yorgun umutlarla batar der adam\u2026 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeni \u00e7o\u011faltmal\u0131s\u0131n o y\u00fczden\u2026.<\/p>\n

umuyorum der kad\u0131n\u2026.<\/p>\n

\u00d6zlemek kaderiyle ve kederiyle b\u00fcy\u00fcyen yar\u0131m \u00e7ocuklar ve eksik ana- babalar ge\u00e7ti s\u00f6zlerin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00f6yle ya ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta s\u00f6z vard\u0131 der adam;\u00a0 s\u00f6zden \u00f6nce de yaz\u0131, der kalem\u2026<\/p>\n

sevda b\u00fct\u00fcnlenmek ise ana babalar neden eksilir kuytusunda evlerin;<\/p>\n

o denli \u00f6fke, nefrete yar\u0131m ad\u0131m mesafedeki \u00f6fke nas\u0131l birikir yemek masalar\u0131nda, odalarda\u2026.?<\/p>\n

Kanun nam\u0131ma tescil edildikten hemen sonra m\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131yor bu \u00e7at\u0131\u015fma, \u00e7atlama\u2026yoksa \u00e7ocu\u011fa sanc\u0131lanan yumurta \u00e7atlay\u0131nca m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Belki de en ba\u015f\u0131nda; ilk g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze ve ilk s\u00f6z s\u00f6ze gelmede\u2026 Kim bilir?<\/p>\n

Ve yasalar\u0131n \u015fefkatiyle \u201chi\u00e7 ac\u0131mayacak\u201d diye kopart\u0131lan \u00e7apraz ba\u011flardan ac\u0131tan ve dinmeyen sanc\u0131lar kal\u0131r geriye, bir de korkular \u2026<\/p>\n

Peki ya \u00e7ocuklar\u2026 biz sanki hi\u00e7 \u00e7ocuk olamam\u0131\u015f\u0131z gibi\u2026<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131m<\/p>\n

dedi adam;<\/p>\n

ya\u015fad\u0131m<\/p>\n

dedi kad\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Ana i\u00e7teki do\u011frudur,baba d\u0131\u015fa koruyucudur dedi adam\u2026<\/p>\n

koruyuculuk do\u011frulu\u011fu gerektirmedi\u011finden s\u00fcrekli \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmadad\u0131r zaman dedi kad\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

k\u0131zg\u0131ns\u0131n dedi adam; \u00e7at\u0131\u015fman\u0131n as\u0131l kayna\u011f\u0131d\u0131r do\u011fru ve ger\u00e7eklik aras\u0131 yang\u0131\u2026 anlamad\u0131m dedi kad\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u015fk dedi adam; ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi ile do\u011frular aras\u0131nda ya\u015fama sava\u015f\u0131 verir a\u015fk ve do\u011frularla ger\u00e7eklik yer de\u011fi\u015ftirirse yenik d\u00fc\u015fer, biz de yenik say\u0131l\u0131r\u0131z t\u00fcm sava\u015flarda oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026<\/p>\n

g\u00fcl\u00fcmser kad\u0131n ve susar\u2026<\/p>\n

zaman s\u00f6ze ihtiya\u00e7 duydu\u011funda konu\u015fur ancak; \u201canne korumac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ger\u00e7eklik ve do\u011fru aras\u0131 bir a\u015fk, bir nevi araf yani\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131m<\/p>\n

der adam;<\/p>\n

ya\u015famad\u0131m<\/p>\n

ve istiyorum der kad\u0131n\u2026.<\/p>\n

Susar adam\u2026 eline yap\u0131\u015fan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck elleri arafta bir \u00f6zlemle an\u0131msar\u2026 \u00f6zlemin araf\u0131na haz\u0131r ol o zaman der adam\u2026<\/p>\n

Anlam\u0131yorum der kad\u0131n; d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncede ve dilde sadelik iyidir\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00f6zler der, susan ve yazan adam; \u00a0istanbulun tozlu ya\u011fmuru gibidir ya bu g\u00f6zler, \u00a0biraz zaman\u0131 olmal\u0131,<\/p>\n

imge bo\u011fulmal\u0131 g\u00fczelli\u011finde\u2026<\/p>\n

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T\u00fcm kentleri dola\u015ft\u0131k ama hep ayn\u0131 duraktay\u0131z, ayn\u0131 saate durdurup zaman\u0131,<\/p>\n

tan\u0131kl\u0131k ettik ki\u015fisel tarihimize\u2026<\/p>\n

kendimi ifade edemiyeli \u00e7ok uzun zaman olmu\u015f, te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim der adam ; \u00e7ok g\u00fczelsiniz.
\n\u00d6zlemi\u015fim sizi \u00e7ok\u00e7a\u2026<\/p>\n

ve hal \u00f6yle ki arafta \u00f6zlemeye bir katk\u0131 da senden oldu\u2026 geni\u015fledim\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck sonra, uzunca terkedilmi\u015f yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 solu\u011funda buldu\u011fum kad\u0131nla\u2026<\/p>\n

t\u00fcm kentlere g\u00f6lgesi d\u00fc\u015fen ama en \u00e7ok istanbul\u2019a benzeyen kad\u0131nla\u2026<\/p>\n

Yol y\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc zaten, herkese ayn\u0131 tela\u015fla do\u011fan g\u00fcne\u015f ka\u00e7 kez batm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 yorgun umutlarla\u2026<\/p>\n

herhangi bir durak yoktu san\u0131r\u0131m\u2026sadece yol vard\u0131 ve yol y\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc zaten\u2026.<\/p>\n

ard\u0131 a(r)das\u0131 ad\u0131mlarla, t\u00fcy gibi hafif, d\u00fcnya kadar a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla y\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc zaten\u2026<\/p>\n

k’an hayattan sonrayd\u0131 art\u0131k\u2026\u00a0 terkedilmi\u015f duraklar an kadar yak\u0131n, sigara duman\u0131 kadar u\u00e7ucu<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fc iy\u00ed \u00f6rt \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin gece\u201d dedi adam\u2026.dalg\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli bakt\u0131 kad\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Adam, masa ve kalem a\u011fr\u0131yan yerlerinden do\u011fruldular zamana\u2026<\/p>\n

lamba g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na teslim olmu\u015ftu \u00e7oktan\u2026<\/p>\n

g\u00fcn m\u00fc a\u011far\u0131yor dedi kalem? Bilmiyorum dedi adam\u2026ama sigaram\u0131z bitmi\u015f\u2026 \u00c7\u0131kal\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201ceskiden sabah\u00e7\u0131 kahveler vard\u0131<\/p>\n

yolcular\u0131n konaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131, evsizlerin bar\u0131na\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

\u015fimdilerde sabah\u00e7\u0131 tekel bayileri<\/p>\n

evet sevgili<\/p>\n

uyu\u015fturucu ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n<\/p>\n

azmettiricileri<\/p>\n

a\u015fktan bir veysel kahvesinde<\/p>\n

bir \u00e7ay\u0131n deminde<\/p>\n

\u015fiir oca\u011f\u0131nda hem de<\/p>\n

y’ol’uda tarif etmi\u015fli\u011fiyle<\/p>\n

buldu\u011fum son bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 bar\u0131na\u011f\u0131 sabah\u00e7\u0131 kahvesinde,,,<\/p>\n

14.Temmuz.2014.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

K’ad\u0131na Yolculuk \u00c7ocuk vicdanlar\u0131 yitik,kirlenmi\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fcklere! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fcmek bir kirlenme ve mevcudu kutsayarak,sa\u00e7mal\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7selle\u015ftirme s\u00fcreci idi. Do\u011fru ve insanc\u0131l olan,bi\u00e7imlendirilmemi\u015f bir bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ve \u00f6zg\u00fcr d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenin \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc olacakt\u0131 ki, bu yad\u0131rgama yetene\u011fi, \u00e7ocuklara mahsustu. Kurgulanmam\u0131\u015f,y\u00f6nlendirilmemi\u015f ve hen\u00fcz bask\u0131 alt\u0131na al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocuk vicdanlar. Saf ve temiz oldu\u011fu kadar asi ve talepkard\u0131lar, demi\u015fiz 22 kas\u0131m 2009 da. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":48906,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1790],"class_list":["post-48903","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-imgazete","tag-kadina-yolculuk"],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48903","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=48903"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48903\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48906"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=48903"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=48903"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/imgazete.tr\/yalova-cinarcik\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=48903"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}